First point of order: Have faith in Tao. Will ALWAYS have the option of finding the bright side. Yes one day I will be out of it. Already reached a "ripe old age"
Second point of order: No doubt money will be fine. Have ALWAYS been a moneybags.
Third point of order: Don't "dig myself into an early grave with my knife and fork". Reverse my lifetime of brainwashing. Don't treat my body like a waste disposal unit. Consider junk food to be "minced up dead mouse". Just eat vegetation like a gorilla. Exercise will just make me want to eat more anyway. Point is to know which foods to eat.
Fourth point of order: Trump stuff, climate stuff. "Emerge and Subside like the Universe's belly as She breathes". Find composure in this. We will see. Deal with tomorrow tomorrow. Today, deal with today. Some good will come, some bad will come. Some bad will cause good, some good will cause bad. Nothing will stay the same for very long in any case - Trump and modern humans are here today gone tomorrow mate. Taoism is a surrender to the natural order of things around you.
Some mix of:
1 Translation/MTPE
2 Wimpy gig
3 Windfarm job
4 Japanese language using job
5 Mari job
6 Zoom teaching
7 Benefits
8 Busking
9 Edin tourism
Tomorrow is ALWAYS gonna be a source of fear if you let it because it can NEVER reveal itself. You think something would make you happy but no, you are still just as stressed.
make web scrapbooks - Trump presidency!, play piano G-F-G with 3 6 9 in right hand = lovely
I don't worry about what happens in the future because I have enormous faith in the universe. The universe has great plans for me far beyond anything I can imagine!
Do not compare. No other way is like yours. All other ways deceive and tempt you. You must fulfill the way that is in you.
So. no need to react to other people/my body/the thought chatter. Just be quiet and imagine mossy rain. Enjoy the beauty before you.
"I" the Real "I" is something that cannot be named or described.
To want nothing and do nothing. To watch the universe emerging and subsiding.
Nothing can trouble you but your own imagination!!